A Year for Acceptance

I knew I had left the class of Master Grief. The door to Acceptance was shining bright and I was removing my shackles.

I went to the Universe in prayer and said “I need a reprieve. I need to step away from all the community involvement and digging into the random work for others. I simply don’t have the energy” I heard a response immediately.

“You have walked through grief with grace. (I stayed sober and did the Work) Yes, you will have a reprieve. However, you will have teachers arriving. You don’t look for them, they will simply appear.”

The Universe also thought it was best that I live completely in the middle of nowhere just in case I felt squirrely and wanted to “DO ALL the THINGS”

I settled into my new space. My new house and the space I was creating for me to fall back in love with myself.

In reflection, I sat in a bath and cried knowing an empty seat will be filled by another soul entering into the class. Is it suffering? What will they learn? Will they stay long? What if they stay until they die? I prayed for them. The very next day I hugged someone in the grocery store as her tears flowed about the loss of her son. I held her strong knowing she was at the mercy of Master Grief.

I am a student of Mother Earth this year

So far I have received teachers in various capacities ranging from: home contractors, sprinkler professionals, herbalists, journey shaman facilitators, dance teachers, music magicians, permaculture landscapers, language. These are actual humans. Not Nature and Spirit guides. The majority are non-transactional. They simply show up and teach.

These teachers have been so generous with their time towards me. I am feeling tuned in and taking in all the earthly knowledge with first hand experiences.

The year of Acceptance is off to a beautiful start! I am simply here. Showing up with a curious and fearless heart of Love and hard working hands.