April 14th 2026

Selene and Moon Goddesses

A few years ago I was on the train and a connection was made with my Moon goddess guides. It was quite abrupt and I just let the thoughts flow. When I reach out, what do I receive? The way I interact with “Guides” can be thought of as western therapy “parts work”, journeying, channeling or meditation. I don’t care if its me, something other than me or the great All. Everything can be everything. What I gain in clarity and perspective is the most important aspect. What have I learned that allows me to sink into my life in a way that creates ease and possibilities?

Selene and Moon Goddesses always show up asking me questions.

Much later, spirals started to show up on every hike. All around me I found spirals

Question: “How does the word dream versus purpose fulfillment feel to me?”

Gazing out the train window I was awestruck by beauty

a gentle morning

The colors of brilliant blue sky

big white fluffy clouds scattered across the horizon

sun creeping through the city buildings and streets

I pondered this question

Dreams feel like desire and hope, I want to follow my heart at all times. A longing, an ache. A thing that is empty but taking up space. The Tao De Ching refers to this in a passage about the ladder. https://www.harinam.com/tao-te-ching-verse-13-success-is-as-dangerous-as-failure-hope-is-as-hollow-as-fear/ These thoughts are hollow phantoms. Ephemeral

Purpose fulfillment feels bigger than me, it includes others and my place on Earth for my lifetime. Dreams can be part of this, but also redirection does occur. Purpose feels present but still centered in the heart. Me being my true self at any moment

Art Sculpture piece

When I made the Selene goddess staff I added these thoughts and meditations in a symbolic sculptural way. The white duck feathers floating like clouds, blue crystals of sky. A staff is inherently a bridge between earth and sky energies. I like making physical representations of my meditations as I can “use” them or reflect on them as a meaningful art object in my environment.

Relationships and Career

Another example, I was frustrated at life circumstances and anger was coming up. Why didn’t I have this or that in a relationship, career etc.

I found these spirals of fossilized shells in Richfield while hiking. How did I notice them as I walked past? They were covered in mud in early spring. Under a loupe they sparkle with crystalization

Question: “How would you look if you could be a full time artist or fully Divine Feminine? Are there things in your life that provide balance, autonomy and stability?”

I thought about this. I appreciate having a structured day in a career that is focused on technical communications, scheduling and feels very Divine Masculine. I appreciate letting loose before or after work to dive into arts and play. I am balanced within myself. A relationship is an extension of self. I still struggle with how this looks in a partnership. There are dreams or stories that interject. There are facets of myself that are very often left void of connection in a relationship. There is a longing there, but is the relationship for now serving some larger purpose I might not be aware of? Will I one day find what I think of as my person or partner much in the same way I feel I have finally found a place to call Home? I have an idea that this might happen when I am not looking.

Home

I lived all over the US and never felt home anywhere. I truly thought I was incapable of having a home or feeling attached to a place. I learned this is not true at all. It took me until I was 38 to find it. Had I known about it earlier, how would it have changed my life? Is divine timing perfect in this way? Do I have everything I need to make a move and set up a life that fulfills a greater purpose? Yes, it was better for me to have found this much later. The feeling is astonishing to me, it is without doubt as I have lived and traveled enough to know. My ancestors are from this place, they are calling me home. Everyone I have spoken to about this says this.

I am being called home like a homing pigeon, salmon, butterfly or migratory animal. It is instinctual and of Nature. It feels magnetic in my senses.

A hidden spiral at the top of a mountain. What compelled me to climb up there? I walked the spiral feeling a focus of energy. An inward contraction. I walked out of the spiral gradually opening my arms to feel expansion and faced a setting sun